today is like the saddest and most heartbreaking day of my life.. haa. no larrh. just kidding.
went bowling with 8 others.. then i was like the only one being owned. off form for the 1st and last game. then 2nd game was quite okay. but that can't change the fact that i was owned. don't know what's wrong with me nowadays..
amirul was like cursing me cause his pts were above me and was quite close to each other, so he didn't wish to see me catch up or go ahead of him. haa then rachel joan and charles were like, so consistent and all.. should have seen yen sin the gay-ass bowl. i mean, i don't have any grudge against him because he's gay or smth.. but the way he bowled is damn bloody funny.
now i see maths i don't feel like doing already.. sian larrh. now like at home got nth to. want to go youth camp and kill time, but scared parents don't allow.
since i have nth to do.. i just talk about the what the church talked about yesterday..
it was all about commitment..
if you have no commitment, nth great happens.. commitment is all about putting your heart and soul to acheive something that you want.. bu if you do not have that.. nth great will happen..
commitment is smth which is good and bad. with commitment, something great will happen. but there is a cost of commitment and it is nvr convenient.
and you should nvr be a man of comprimise.. and nvr make excuses when a matter is totally your fault and yet you deny it..
here's one example :
you are late for a lesson and you told the teacher that you were caught in a traffic jam. and it's tue that it really happened. and you blamed the traffic jam for resulting in you being late for a lesson. but have you ever thought that it's your fault?. you could have come out of hse earlier to catch the earlier bus. you knew that at that time would be peak hour and yet you took the much later bus. and you blamed the traffic. when actually, you are the one who is to be blamed.
commitment also takes you to places. new levels of your life cause you would have acheived something. as in experience and all. and nth affects your life more than what commitment will. love also comes with commitment. if you do not have a commitment in your life, you will be like drifting away in the sea aimlessly and do not know where's the shore and which direction to swim to.
and also, be a transparent person. and be frank of how you feel. that's the most important thing b/w couples. if you bottle up your feelings and nvr be frank. there will be doubt b/w partners for each other then suspicion will then come along. that's how marriage for relationship problems come about. they are not frank about their feelings and they are not transparent to each other.
posted by Rod @ 5:06 PM,
