haa. now i am at home blasting Hillsongs's music through my speakers! haa.
i'm on fire for YOU.
it has rained the whole morning and i'm still waiting for it to stop so that i can go head for the polyclinic to remove my dressing.
the weather is just so cooling that i slept till 12 and i haven't had my lunch.
but i'm still on fire for YOU. haa
i've just realised that some things in my heart, i'm unable to put them down. well, of course they aren't happy memories. haa. if they are i would still be unable to put them down ; but remember them for the rest of my life.
they are some things that i still regret doing and not doing. but come on, it's the past. that's what i will tell myself and that's what HE told me in my heart. sometimes in life you always feel like turning back and looking at things in the past. that's what most people will do.
but these people, think carefully. how's that going to help you in your path of going, moving and striving forward?. there will be many fantastic and great things ahead of you. it's whether are you willing to put down those things and then move forward. it's entirely your decision. but just to say, everyone's life isn't perfect. so you can expect your life to be fabulous every single minute and second.
there's one saying of the chinese but i interpret here : " the old doesn't leave / go, the new won't come " sorry if my interpretation is off the scale. but i completely agree with this. God has pre-planned our life for us. but you have the right to choose the path that you want to go.
some people might think that their life isn't what they want it to be. some people might think that they're born to sin and do evil. it isn't true at all. it's the way and perspective that you see your life is that causes you to think that way and therefore it will be true. if you think your life isn't what you want it to be, you will feel tired of living and in the end you might get depressed or smth. your mind is a very powerful object. you will act according to what your mind tells you.
but it's rubbish. listen to what your heart tells you. your mind is just a centre of justification. to justify whether it's a correct or wrong thing to do. but of course this applies if you are doing something correct.
now it's people who sets that target to change themselves. what i mean is the change of the mind eg. attitude and so on and not physical and appearance changes. some people want to change and they did, but there are some who wants to but didn't. either it's because they don't have the heart and determination to do so pr they think they can't.
change is not a process. it's a decision. if you think you really want to change, you have to decide and nvr to regret making that decision. and most of all you have to put your heart and soul into it. i can say that i want to change, but in the end there's no action taken or a least of repentance at all and the heart doesn't have the will to change. what is that?. that is called changing at all. that's called cheating yourself.
i'm just typing it off my mind. don't know why also. maybe because of the rain which got me thinking. haa
posted by Rod @ 12:54 PM,
