haa. just came back from happy happy carnival. our class's nasi lemak sold very well. everything was sold out by 3 plus. and actually the whole program was supposed to end by 6. so yeah. was a great job. have to thank faris and his family for making this a success.
this is faris.
so after walking around the carnival with the others, we spotted this guy.. wearing pink and he had.. i think it's a shirt, tied round his waist. and together, it makes him look as if he's gay.
see that guy in the pic?.
haa. okay. the place isn't that big, wells. can be counted as quite big liao. so it's lyk i'm walking round and round several times. and when i went back to our class store.. i saw and took this.
i wanted to take a candid shot by they somehow spotted me.
and then i met amirul and the others at the fighting store. so amirul and muhhamad decided to fight with each other. so this was how it went.
as yoo can see, muhhamad is on the left and amirul on the right, and they are fighting.
and then after much tussle, i guess amirul decided to push muhhamd down. coz the rules is that yoo have to get yor opponent down without stepping onto his " territory ".
this is the part in which amirul pushed muhhamad down.
haa. so there goes muhhamad. falling to the ground. haa. then i left.. walking to the playground and i saw amanda [ should be this spelling bah ]. this is the girl who lys kah chee. so being the typical me in front of her, as in teasing her about kah chee. i took her pic. saying that i will e-mail them to kah chee. haa.
that's her in the pink shirt looking at the camera. haa
i would update with more pics later.. haa.
posted by Rod @ 5:50 PM,
these few days was totally crap. i dun wish to elaborate. i'm on the verge of becoming depressed liao. i still can't believe that someone would do this kind of thing.. may it be a prank or there was a motive behind it. i would be utterly disappointed if that person is someone in class. so i hope that it's nort. went to science centre yesterday. just for the sake of the robotics competition. what a waste of time. because have to take pictures there to prove that we went there. that was part of the requirements.
that can be sign at the starting : the briefing room
because i was bored and had nth to do, i took picture of the security camera, hoping that my flash would blind the thing and will alarm the security guards.
but too bad nth happened.
that's a group photo.
that's the award given to Newater.
i hate yesterday man. 10.57! omg. i can't believe it. 10.57! damn it sia. i could have been there if nort becoz of maths. what a stupid wasted chance. but it wasn't that bad after all. i had my chance the day before. haa. damnit. so close.
posted by Rod @ 7:00 PM,
haa. maybe i'll just update a lil. didn't do much work these few days. played quite alort until i pissed my mum off. haa. grand theft auto 3 rocks. i haven't gort hooked on grand theft auto vice city yet. haa. i'll try to buy the san andreas one of these days. haa. the pirated version. coz it's only for adults. haa.
this thing is kinda funny when i think of it. there's these 2 sec ones i think so.. was sitting right in front of me in 33. yoo noe those 33 bus where the last row of seats is the highest?. i was sitting at that row and at a corner. then this sec one girl sat in front of me and then she was talking to her friend. after a while she took out a comic book and wanted to read it, but the sunlight was shining right at the book. she she seem kinda unhappy and then..
me : no. why?
girl : why nvr buy?. if yoo wanted to buy yesterday yoo will have to buy from me.
posted by Rod @ 10:45 AM,
haa. joanne thanx for that. yoo even came to my blog. haa. thanx. haa. okae. went to watch The Maid today. the movie was lyk.. kinda of average. as in yoo noe what's gonna happen next and there's no element of suprise. i was so sian until i put my two legs on the seat rite in front of me.
haa. weiting gort scared until she threw her phone. haa. then nicholas and i was like laughing all the way. haa. we were talking to each other.
posted by Rod @ 10:45 AM,
these few days have just been blowing me off. exams. and worst of all today. i screwed up the mother-fucking maths paper. it was fucking dumb of me to have not done the graph first. fucking 14 marks gone!!. 14!!. FUCK!!. rubina said everyone failed section a. the written part of the science paper. it's crazy. fuck it man..
posted by Rod @ 8:30 AM,
haa. maybe i'll just update a little. went to my uncle's hse yesterday. to celebrate my cousin's first birthday. his birthday is actually on the 18th. but since it's a working day so celebrated yesterday. this is how he looked yesterday :
i'm sorry if the picture seems a lil dark. coz i didn't want to on my flash. otherwise might blind him a little and he might cry. haa. he's cute isn't he?. he had that rooster david beckham hairstyle yesterday. carried him for a while. he was the centre of attraction. haa. very active.
tmr's science paper. shit. later going for science tuition to practice and clear my doubts. heat transfer and transport in living things. guess i might nid to burn midnight oil once again. haa.
so long..
posted by Rod @ 12:40 AM,
i would just write a lil since exams are coming. it seems to me that people are getting depressed easier than before and more of them are suffering from it. just lyk me. wells. i'm nort really depressed. kinda of free now so took a pic of a crumpler plastic bag and edited it.
just finished watching a show. called the running on karma. wells. it's kinda of interesting but nort totally. it's about a guy who can see karma. and it normally associates with sins done by people's past lives and they have to pay what they had done in the present lives.
so now what i am thinking is that.. when someone has done somthing wrong. hopeless people will think that since they had done so, they might as well continue doing so. but if yoo realise so, yoo would have the determination to correct yor mistakes and learn from them.
people do change. there is absolutely no way that someone will stay the same throughout his/her whole lyfe. so accept it. this is lyfe. if yoo are tactical enough, yoo would change according to the way how the world has changed around yoo. and try blending in again. but it will be total hopeless of yoo to sit there and do nothing.
i just can find the answers that i seek. i wish i noe why. so i might spend my whole lyfe seeking them. what lies on the surface isn't important. it is what lies beneath that matters. i'm no longer gonna hold on.. if it's destinined to be lyk this.. then so be it. there's nth i can do also. it's okae.
i've commited too many sins.. i've made too many mistakes.. and there's no way i can turn back..
posted by Rod @ 9:20 AM,
i just wanna say sorry to whatever i have said before in my last post to someone. wells. yoo should noe it yorself. i was lyk.. typing the post and my mum comes into the room and starts nagging at me. i'm lyk.. WTF. give me a break man. now i think i'm suffering from depression..
cca teacher starts rushing me for things.. asking about the fucking progress of the programs.. i have to work with immature sec ones! that's the fucking worst part. for yor info. that guy is an indian. i'm nort racist.. i mean. can't he just grow up for god's sake?. then mum starts rushing me for work.. i have to push my time for studying in.. fucking exams are next week. i'll go crazy one of these days.
imagine this:
yoo are the senior of some immature sec ones. and the teacher in charge tells them that if they nid help.. they can come to yoo. and the worst part is that.. this freaking indian guy.. only noes to how to pick a fight. and nort only that.. he does that in a childish way. it's lyk.. yoo noe.. asking each other for things lyk flash files and so on and this guy suddenly say: " yoo wanna fight izzit? ". and they are so lame that they could lock each other out of the lab for fun. that are the doings of small kids. wells. at least i'm glad that the two other girls are matured enough.
posted by Rod @ 11:00 PM,
today's national day celebration. wells. it's a slacky one for me. coz didn't participate in any activities unlyk last year where we had the treasure hunt or smth lyk that. then we were lyk slacking in class at first. then decided to go down and look for the others becoz it's quite boring.
so went down to the hall and saw shah and muhhamad owning the others in congkat. wells. i think shah was the brain behind the thing and won for our class. then hop scotch we won also. haa. so after that.. went down to take a look at the t-shirt design:
these are the two t-shirts made by our class. nyce isn't it?.
here's the description of one of the shirts.
okae. so after that went to plaza sing to watch the island. i was actually a dumbass who kept thinking that we were watching charlie until when the movie was about to start. that was when i realize that i was wrong all the while. haa. the movie was nyce. damn lots of action! it's about clones.. being made to help save the real human version of that clone. then these two clones.. a male and a female.. escaped from the building.. and started anew. but during the process they were being chased coz they weren't supposed to be exposed to the outside world. haa. that's probably a very brief description of what's it about.
so after that went to paragon.. amirul wanted to buy a crumpler bag for rach. i guess it was kinda of ex then she refused. then got smth from quicksilver. then after that went to hmv there.. walk around.. then went home.
posted by Rod @ 9:30 AM,
i screwed up the australian maths competition. nort really. it was the last few qns which i screwed them up. i anyhow tikam one no. then i write down. haa. then the interesting part was there was one qns which asked how many right angles will there be using the hour and min hand from 8.30 to 3.30. then i dun have those watch. if nort can cheat. then no choice gorta stare at the clock on the wall in front of the class and predict. then the best part of it was that hwee san, who sat beside me.. did the same thing as me. i didn't noe, she was the one who spotted me doing that. i guess my actions were obvious. haa. speaking about her.. saw her pic at amirul's blog.. he enlarged her eyes.. nort really enlarged, as in changed her eyes using paint. haa. can say amirul quite good in paint. haa. maybe i shall do something with the photoshop that i have.
posted by Rod @ 10:00 AM,
haa. today kena from mr tan in front of the whole school. whole class had to stand behind the hall because we didn't come into it as a class. wtf. lyk that also must punish arh?. then tmr gort maths. sure kena from tan one. i think i lost my theory wb. in the lab. now i must go get a new one. haiish. shit. tmr gort freaking australian maths paper. gonna get participation for it. nid alort of freaking thinking. having mental block these past few days.
posted by Rod @ 6:06 PM,
haa. gort a reply from SPI liao. haa. now i'm a member of the SPI friend club. then after the sec-two streaming i shall become a club member. then can go out on investigations. haa. wahh. the feeling is lyk so shiok sia. haa.
` kena " bullied " by a couple of gurls. they took my damn calculator. haa. but i was just playing along. haa.
what should i do?????. haiish. someone just told me that she's a nyce person. but since last year i knew that all along. but given to what i am now.. how can it be possible for it to happen?. it's lyk 1 in a 100 lorrh. i've done what i can since last year liao.. i knew what's it gonna be.. haiish. i'll see how it goes.
posted by Rod @ 9:27 AM,
okae. i didn't believe that i actually sent an e-mail to SPI regarding what kind of membership i should take up. i didn't even think of the consequences. i told them that i would probably take part in activities and investigations after streaming. WTF.
i mean.. my mum is gonna kill me if she noes i join this kind of society. heck care larrh. as long i'm keen and interested, there's nth that she can do about it also. being part of the SINGAPORE PARANORMAL INVESTIGATORS is sure one thing to be proud of. haa. can't think of anyone who has the same interest as me. they would probably think that i siao or what. kena pushed too hard in studies then join this kind of thing.
` so what if there's ghost around?. there's sure a reason why there are here.. having unfinished business etc. but i soon hope that i can specialise in this area. this is gonna be my second hobby. but first priority.
` i'm screwed. having to complete D&T and art. gonna do until late in the nite man. sure cannort even finish by then. haa.
can yoo spot the hair?. that's what i'm talking about. paranormal
posted by Rod @ 7:51 AM,
would everything be different then?.
Monday, August 01, 2005
i wonder what's happening recently.. would everything be different if i hadn't made my move?. will it be the same as it is now?. would i be in this state if i hadn't made my move?. but sadly, i'm unable to picture it.
` was it a mistake to do it?.
` izzit time for me to change?. is my time up?.
` would everything be the same if i would to change?.
` will there by any side effects if i do?.
` what lies beneath those lies i hear?.
` what's the meaning which hold so true behind everything?.
i can't go on anymore. i guess it's time. time to end everything.. time to finish what nids to be done. time to clear all doubts. it's time.. time to end what's impossible to accomplish.. admit it.. it's time..
/ i'm a lone free ranger that is \
posted by Rod @ 7:27 AM,
